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[Mon Oct 9th, 2006 12:02am ]
systematic rhythm of unexplainable events
uncontrollable desires
and fleeting quests
Controlled in everyway
what we need and what we want
is all dictated to us
in a place we're allowed to make our own decisions
yet we are held down by society
and told we cannot do certain things
because they are not allowed
FUCK laws
Fuck society
who chooses the type of person i will be?
i dont want to be normal anymroe
i dont want to blend with everyone else
i want to be noticed
and stand out
show my colours
when everyone is afraid to show theirs
let there be light
in the places that have none
let there be peace
in the places that have war
let there be happiness
in the places the have grey skies
and let there be freedom
in the places we call home.


hahah that i like to call my ...anarchist side
which of course everyone has
that is how...revolution comes about :)
its one of those type without thinking things
anyway i have nothing to update
because life is unupdatable

lol yea
R o a r

PEOPLE need to learn to shut the fuck up...sometimes! [Sun Oct 8th, 2006 11:59pm ]
And it's 4am and we will stalk again
The princess and her bitter queen.
On the 4th day of July
Deep in summers eye,
Naked like the truth should always be.

So speak your knives.
(Don't follow, with your foot)
All this pain here,
(All comes from your dry lung)
I won't listen
(Your rhetoric is fleeting)
My lies are fixed with glue.

Coming straight from off the water
Sunburned face and drunken father
Crying as she's carving in her flesh.

And it's 4am and we will stalk again
The princess and her bitter queen.
On the 4th day of July
Deep in summers eye,
Naked like the truth should always be.

This false art
(Of palm trees and trash heaps)
This burning bed
(Where my ghost will now sleep)

Watching romance from a far seat
Bleeding from the glass on my feet
Learning that I love the smell of flesh.

And it's 4am and we will stalk again
The princess and her bitter queen.
On the 4th day of July
Deep in summers eye,
Naked like the truth should always be.

An angel on his two knees
Arms stretched towards the red sea
Of violence and a sultry tongue
The scenic view of carnage
'Caused by the sword in his hands
The beauty resonates in birth.

It's plain to see the wind beneath the trees.
Flowing free, the summer breeze is sweet.
I lay in space choked by my own air.
I love the taste of your blackened lips.

And it's 4am and we will stalk again
The princess and her bitter queen.
On the 4th day of July
Deep in summers eye,
Naked like the truth should always be.
R o a r

But Even I Can't Save You From Yourself [Sun Oct 1st, 2006 10:06pm ]
I used to know this girl
Who gave her love away
To every guy she met
And with all the games they played
She never seemed to cry
She never got upset
And one by one they came
And one by one they left
I thought that I could fix her
If she would let me in
But all of my advances
Were shut down in the end
When days turned into months
I begged her to explain
And this is what she sang

It's not like I'm a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself

I used to know this boy
Who took notes in a book
But he ripped out all the pages
Before I got a look
At all the words he scribbled
At all the lines he filled
But the ink stains on his fingers
Told me he was skilled
At capturing a feeling
That most of us just miss
The simple pain of living
With goodbyes on our lips
I found one of the pages
Crumpled by her bed
And this is how it read

It's not like I am weak
Or that I don't know how to leave
It's just that every time you cheat
You bring me closer to defeat

Until there's nothing left to love
Until there's nothing left to say
I know that you need help
But even I can't save you from yourself
R o a r

i am tired with no desire to put together things that just fall apart [Sun Oct 1st, 2006 9:03pm ]
so i realised that i havent updated in soooo long so i decided i should....what to report? not much i dont think
ummmm
summer is done...lol
and school SUCKS
i cant do it
for a whole year
ugh asjdklasdj
i cant wait till i get my damn liscence....
4 weeks till my birthday...
ummmm there was a long weekend sometime
went by brent on friday...lukie dropped us home
vani slept by me
uh saturday i went.....
oh yea up cascade to....some girls bday lime ahaha
waste of my time
sunday went woodford with darren, mariana and stanton
twas the shiznet lol
woke up like hung over on monday
nicee
ummmm 
i dont feel like updating ahaha
i want to repierce my lip
me and pie need to fulfill our to-do list lol
ummmmm........i need a boy toy
and that is the end of this updation 
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[Sat Aug 19th, 2006 12:57am ]
Thank you for being such a friend to me 
Oh I pray a friend for life, 
And have I ever told you how much you mean to me? 
Oh you mean so much to me... 
Thinking all the time how to tell you what I feel, 
Contemplating phrases....I'm gazing at eternity, 
I am floating in serenity... 

And I am so lost for words 
And I am so overwhelmed 

Please don't go just yet 
Can you stay a moment please 
We can dance together 
We can dance forever 

Under your stars tonight 
We'll live and breathe this dream 

So close your eyes, but don't dream too deep 
And please pass me some memories 
And when I fall you're underneath 
A dozen broken hearts, carried by a dozen broken wings
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[Sat Aug 5th, 2006 5:48pm ]
lol a new song to become obsessed with....



Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster 
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck 
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster 
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

R o a r

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